There's no more. . .4:30:00 pm
My mood is devastated with what happened last week, leaving no expectation for what happen next. I think i gave enough hard work and tolerance, but it all wasted. It all burnt down with my expectation, dependency, and trust. I learnt what i should have learnt ages ago. Yet, i decided to give another chance thinking it would be fine. Now there's no chance left, as well as my trust, to be given. We are all like this my friends, we left nothing for the untrustworthy, the betrayer, the negative energy -whatever it is called. We learn that not everyone can be our positive energy, friends, and family. Deep down, all of us are picky; once we don't feel like you're the one, it's best to close the door. We will open the door once again if we see it's good to.
"Once, twice, three times, . . . ., i lost the count already. Giving you one seems like building a card tower. I put each card with extra patience and care, but one single touch or blow destroy it all. The time to build it all takes forever, but just a second can blow all the card to the ground. I gave the caution several times, but you ignored them all. It pissed me off, but i still try to build the card tower, the smaller one this time. Every time you blow the castle, i build it smaller and smaller. Now the cards are left and no tower will be built. . ."
By the way, i want to say thanks to my youngest sister, my best friends who came visit me, my friends, and blogger fella for making my birthday a bit brighter -even though the weather itself was betraying me. Even though my sister went to Bali on 1st July, she prepared my birthday gift in advance and hide it so well. Some of my best friends also came to my house in the evening and brought dinner for us (the three of us i mean). At least i have companion on my birthday. haha..Thanks guys. Last, i never expected some of my blogger fella to know my birthday actually, since i never told them. hehe..I also got a-very-unexpected-greeting by my old friend who never contacted me for years. haha..you guys really raised my mood for that day..hehe.. *hugs*
What i wore:
GAUDI denim top | Skirt & Bag from ITC Mangga Dua
Watch from Bugis | Pit a Pat Studded Bracelet | Socks from Japan
VashionQueen British Flag Ring | @kittycutieshoes Creepers
Details of my look:
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photos are taken two weeks ago, by Stephany F. Goenawan
edited by me